Here I am again! I feel that the Lord likes putting things right in front of me and says "Deal with this now, Jenn!"

I have a son with ADHD and I also have ADD yes so that means I'm to blame for the genetics of my son! I stopped reading my novels and started reading books on the ADHD and WHOA!! FYI there is a lot to know but everything can be corrected. IN the past I have held a job working with kids who have Autism. So this shouldn't be hard for me... well to say the least it is!! I'm have a temper kids with ADHD are super sensitive to anger and yelling and naturally have a low self esteem.  So I can fix this!! I can control my anger.  I have to laugh because I always think of the movie Anger Management starring Adam Sandler and Jack Nicholson.  Anger is the one thing you can never find once you've lost it!  I actually found a really good blog about controlling your anger http://theorangerhino.com/.  I'm going to try this with all my heart in hopes that one of the problems my son has we can control easily through my actions not his!

The other issue I have is lately I've been feeling that I need to do more as a mother. I'm constantly trying to fit everything in all before I go to work everyday. I don't remember as a youngster ever feeling rushed by my mom.  The goal is to have my bills paid ASAP and go back to working part time till the kids are older.  Yes I want to go back to school myself just now is not that time!  I always believe that the Lord will provide but I also need to get myself outta the whole. I got myself in that mess I can get myself out!